I'll be writing this so I will not forget. This is one of the moments I will not forget when I heard God's audible voice.
Lately, these last few days I'm experiencing spiritual battle since I started to lead a Victory Group. On my preparation for the first day, habang nagsusulat ako ng mga add ons ko on each point, I was destructed by dalawang sitsit that I heard from the window and no one's there. Next was when I was already discussing the topic to my members. Kinakain ako ng insecurity ko knowing that 2 of members are more knowledgeable in doctrines than me even they dont show it. Third is today. Today before I started preparing the topic. Umaatake yung pagiging introvert ko with this words, How if pag di lumago ung group ko? Pano pag wala silang naintindihan? Pano pag ayaw na nila sa group? Ayoko makihalubilo sa mga tao. Gusto ko ung simple Kristiyano lang na walang gagawin. Ayoko magjoin ng LG kasi makikisama na naman ako. Imagine those words were attaking me.
But still, I studied the Word and let the Holy Spirit move on what I should write so I could share it to them.
After studying I prayed, asked God "Lord, bakit ganito? Nung nag yes ako sayo, nakakaramdam ako ng mga ganito? Parang ayoko na. "
Right there and then, God answered me and I know God was talking to me. Sabi niya My grace is sufficient for you. If your desire is my desire call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know. Who do you say I am?
2 Corinthians 12:9; Psalm 37:4; Jeremiah 33:3; Matthew 16:15.
Di ko memorize yang mga bible verses na yan, so I searched them sa Bible. And I am more amazed!
Then I asked God what do you want me to do? He said "Go 10 days mission" me: "How? Di pa ako ganun kalalim" God: "Focus on Me. Read the Word and know Me More."
I dont know when it will happen. But soon it will be fullfilled.
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